Yea. Thanks to Jan I got to surf using PB's internal modem. not as slow as I thot.

I dun feel like sleeping at all..
Sad.. waves n waves of sadness... tears.. n pangs of pain..
Its all coming..
The worries.. the anxieties.. all the wondering..
Y Am I Acting this way..
Foolish?.. will I eva regret?.. Too fast.. I shld have refrained? Will I eva regret?
Perhaps I'm not ready too..
Then again.. what am I talking abt.. cos there is nothing..not much.. for regrets..

All these.. seem familiar ha.. how foolish of me.. n how I hate the games fate plays.


p/s: Anyone who is reading this now.. Dun think.. Dun ask too.. Dun even wonder. Pls. Thanks..
::Running away from delusions::