Yday nite.. after Zouk/Phuture.. ^Be was talking to me on the phone.. told me quite a few things.. realisations.
Initially I'm just listening as a gd listener.. fren.
Even so, I felt pain for him. pangs
Till we touched on something rather directly related to me.. then confusions arises..
Anyway.. felt bad.. cos the following time when I met ^Be, which is 2 days later.. I din exactly show him a happy face.. cos couldn't adjust my emotions totally.

Dunno how much things have changed since that nite prior to National day. I'm not particularly in glee. However, am sure some changes have occured.. how is it gonna affect me.. us or whomeva.. I'm unsure. Just that it could be a bad thing.. or gd. Either way its not gonna be clear cut.. or not for now when I can't think of anything...

Just felt like holding ^Be n comforting him then. But not of personal issues.. cos they cut too close.
::Running away from delusions::