Erm.. my new piano teacher, Liu, is v v observant.. anyway she asked too if I'm still "fan"... actually not really these days le.. except for that n little minor issues here n there.. Anyway.. resolved to be free fr all of them.. at least try my best.. Abt the issue.. not gonna think much abt it.. u can call it dragging.. n may end up being hurt or hurting him more.. but not gonna care.. needa conc on gettin stuff done n doing wat I like this hols.. Can only blame oneself for initiating these.
Will b focusing on (1)exercising.. hee.. swimming.. the sun.. gonna learn wind surfing.. scuba diving is still a bit of prob.. but I will start fr surfing.. yup. n (2)piano.. can't believe I am actually having a new perspective of piano after so many yrs of playing it, since I'm 5 i think.. (3)my jewellery :) moi interest.. think shall start experimenting with polymer clay.. make my own beads.. the more unique they shall be.. (4)collection of Anita Blake series!!! haa.. aim to complete since they r all out..N so glad Lee enjoys the other imcomplete series.. hee.. he will love Laurell Ham. :)not to forget(5)NUSSU marketing stuff.. lots to cover n limited time le.. oh one of the reasons y I haven called up Rick... cos and also (6)hanging out with selected frens ;> lala~~
However.. need the dough.. for my materials.. for replenish..hee. ops.. so still gotta wk.. haf been lazing ard these few days.. taking the time to rest.. n do wat I haf been yearning to slowly.. i think.. okok back to updating on moi events.. haa

Let me backtrack haa.. yday.. ooh ktv with Angela n gang.. then shop ard for bikini n others.. <-- initial plans.. ZC msg me at noon.. he's sad cos of his results.. wondering wat is he doin with his life.. ha my results arn't any better.. (got them on Wed) anyway end up meeting.. to shop a bit n walk ard loh.. he has never been to any ktv!! unbelieveable.. anyway brought him to K box at Cine.. we reach there at 2,.. n Jackie Cheng is coming at 3 plus i think with a conference at 5.. wah,.. anyway.. still having cough n flu.. but that did not stop me fr singing hee... sang till 5 boy.. tired man..n the rest r there since 11!.. crazy. ooh I'm sittnig by the transperant glass door n guess who was in the room just across? haa. the Wang Jian Fu.. He there cos he's endorsing K box i heard.. neway.. saw a guy looking at me. so turned n saw him.. then we xchanged looks for a few mins.. n I'm still trying out to figure y is he so familiar haa.. then confirmed with frens.. hoho took a photo with him;P n he's different fr his image on screen.. he's rather shy kind.. but anyway.. afterwards realised he will still look over n once I caught his eye n think he felt rather awkward so shifted inner haa.. ooh saw Jackie at the conference when ZC n me are leaving.. had diner at Swensens.. helped him get a pressie for his gf's bday:> b4 heading home for XingZhu.. he msged later that nite to thank me cos he's feeling better..n that he believe there r still happy pple in the world.. btw, he belongs to Type B kind..
Met Lee later that nite cos he haven had dinner haa.. brought him to the Arab place.. cool. n I tried the Shereezh.. (dunno how 2 spel) haa n its harmless.. just that I'm still nto too sure how to smoke it haa.. kept inhaling the smoke.. haa.. got to chat with this guy fr Pakistan n another fr India.. then the proprietor himself.. haa.. cool pple.. n learnt that they r having a gala ind of thing.. 1st time in S'pore along Arab street for one wk.. starting fr 5th Jun.. Sure be there("/) Anyway.. pop over to Stage's studio.. he's tidying the place.. n Kaoz.. saw some of his wks when he's sitll a student n they r sooo good!!.. really envious of pple with such talents!.. no wonder he can survive well n his company is rather establish actually.. msged him after leaving n he's interested in my proposal but din reply when I pushed a bit..humph.. oh he did asked me to stay but na.. too late..

Wed is rest day.. watched 50 1st dates with Teddy in the nite instead of Troy though..nice.. wat a lucky gal.. thought its possible for that to happen in real life.. just small possibility...
Tues is a v indian dae haa.. ya brought Lee to Punggol Clinic then met Ben together at Mustafa.. walked to the other end of little India along the same side of road.. hee bought a interesting wooden box.. n got a henna done on my back near the end of my spine hee... wanna see?? But kinda disappoined cos workmanship of the gal is not v gd n didn't expect the butterfly to be sooo big!! oh ya. it includes a tribal butterfly.. noe wat.. think next time I'll get Stage to go it for me... think will b better:) n if I'm eva gettin a tattoo.. will be there.. sanskrit word for Wisdom.. which is wat i need. Lee got to go fetch his model fren who is back for hols fr HK.. so followed ben to their Soccer match.. saw Wan there too.. its at Meridian JC fullfledge game.. afterwhich we when back to Little India n had Northen Indian ... yummie!>.. hee.. din get to bring them to Askhalama.. <-- not too sure if spelling's rite.. wanted to on Sunday nite but its closed.. so 3 of us had dinner at a North Indian Rest in Funan.. according to Lee recommanded by his fren.. but the food there is soso.. in terms of varieties.. n so pricey compared to the other one.. tssk..

oh yar.. i haven complete my OCH tour.. ok cont..
We went in.. its really eerie.. haa went into the main building.. its so gigantic!!>. anyway.. only walked tru 2 floors of the front part.. realised its up on the hill overlooking the sea.. will b romantic if not for the total isolation there.. n gd thing we went in with the malays cos u can't c a nut without torchlight!! Then followed another path down.. n met another grp.. who told us that the other white buildings along the drive way belongs to OCH too... man.. the hospital is huge then!!>. n weird thing is all the other buildings r caged up.. no entry.. but managed to get in two tru broken windows.. one of them is the Commando building.. heard that is suppose to be the white house.. (theres a red one at Pasir Ris.. green one at godnoeswhere) the other is 3 storeys.. n this is really eerie cos of the many partition n narrow walkway..
initially I was annoyed that I seems to be the one leading Teddy.. haa.. pulling him along.. but actually he's then the brave one cos he dun mind falling behind fr the Malays(we r wrapping up at the back) n he took time to look into almost every room!! while I just focus on front haa.. ops. We finish touring all we could at dawn ard 6 .. Never a better experience haa. Me n ted thought we should search for the OCH's map... plan our routes prior exploring.. cos we haf no idea where is the Mortuary.. went back to the flat.. n after bathing felt the fatigue hitting in.. haa damn tired!!>. but after an hr of napping had to leave for home n then wk.. phew.. shack. haa


::Running away from delusions::