I've Sinned... Ya... cos I consumed Chocolates today. Was feeling rather upset abt myself.. so when I reach Watson's... em.. hit a few tibits and ya.. chocs r on my list.. but din exactly have a binge. Felt guilty after the chocs though.. cos I'm not suppose to haf them... tsk.
Anyway.. piano switched to tmr morning.. so gonna haf to practise after 10 plus later.. haiz.

Oh ya.. V dae. Was told to take a cab down to Da's place first.. he paid for the ride though. Got a bouquet of 6 red roses and complimentary flowers.. no surprise there yet. Then I guessed the type of pressie n location rite.. yeah. Shit.. forgot to take a pic of moi pressie to him. nvm. Erm.. watched a bit of TV while he dozed off.. think he woke up rather early that day. Haa.. he made dinner.. spagetti with mushroom cream sause.. thot its alrie.. but dun think he was pleased cos he's a perfectionist yar? Em.. think the best surprise was after dinner... when I was told to close my eyes and he brought out a heart-shaped cake fr Breaktalk... its so pretty!!! and tasty hee yummie.. esp the white choc on top of it.. n strawberry mousse below.. gosh its fantastic... too bad i took the roses off b4 taking a pic of it.. haa it has the rose hip buds and marigold... exactly like the teas I bought. Hee... just that its red roses instead of pink ;p

Em.. jsut had a conversation with a senior...
...says:
u gotta find someone to speak to.. n mayb tat can help a bit...
*haze (changed due to complaint) says:
haiz.. n sometimes think we can't really have much conversation..
...says:
oic...
...says:
but anyway how long was it tat u got to noe him b4 being together?
...says:
was juz thinking mayb tat could be one reason....
... says:
but then snice u already in this relationship, juz see if theres any way to improve it
...says:
look at the gd tings, and see less of the bad ones...?
*haze (changed due to complaint) says:
wait... y u asked abt how long i noe him??
...says:
coz i rem u asying u noe him very long rite?
...says:
but then yet, not too close.. if i dun rem wrongly...
*haze (changed due to complaint) says:
ya true..
... says:
hmmm. i juz guessing
...says:
coz i do hv many frenz who oni later found out that tehy are not compatible
...says:
reason ONLY being: they din hv chance to noe each otehr better b4 teh relationship
...says:
or unless either one change the attitude lor
*haze (changed due to complaint) says:
haa ya.. noe of these cases..
...says:
hmmm. but for urself, u noe best lah
... says:
juz dun attempt to lie to urself to make tings seem better than it is
*haze (changed due to complaint) says:
*nod* orh.. hee
...says:
haha.. dun juz nod oh... must instill it into ur head
*haze (changed due to complaint) says:
*drill* drilll*drillllllll*.. in le..
...says:
yeah!!!
*haze (changed due to complaint) says:
wait... drill in wat ar...
...says:
aiyo.....
*faints*
... says:
drill in watever u tink u shd
*haze (changed due to complaint) says:
huh..
...says:
haha. nvm nvm lah
...says:
juz do take care of urself
...says:
and at no time, tink of doing anyting stupid
*haze (changed due to complaint) says:
orh.... wun die becos of man..
*haze (changed due to complaint) says:
u guys r not worth it hiak hiakl
...says:
haha!!! wow!!! wat an OVERstatement
...says:
thx leh... i hv gain extra confidence

Hee... ya the talk abt guys.. ha.
Ok gtg.. else wil be late le..

::Running away from delusions::